This is ME!

As of the moment, this is how I look physically and emotionally! I can't find words to express how I feel inside. I just want to explode!!

Expired Tasks

I am a little sad right now. My assignments got expired. Around 30 tasks which is about $150 worth of money gone to waste. In Tagalog, they would say "Pera na sana, naging bato pa! (It's money already and now it turned to stone.)"

Oh well, I know it was a big waste but sometimes I couldn't blame myself and my busyness lately. Being a breadwinner is no easy business and on top of that, I am the mom who needs to constantly take care of what my children needs at school. Aside from that, I have to deal with domestic problems. It is not easy to live with your own family together with your parents and siblings. Chaos I tell you!!

Anyway, I am just hoping for better times ahead especially today that I need to smile because its my Bella's second birthday. I wonder what surprises life has in-stored for us today. Crossing fingers for a birthday cake and a spaghetti later tonight!! Let's just wait and see!!

Finally, She is Asleep!

My youngest daughter, who will be celebrating her second birthday tomorrow, is now finally asleep. She doesn't sleep unless you lie down beside her. You can't also force her to sleep. So, I just wait on her que if she is sleepy. She would just call on me saying: "Mommy, love love. Lie down na." And when she says that, I am no longer allowed to work. She will cry hard if you try to get up. LOL!!

Anyway, now that she is asleep, I am already tired. I have lots of work to do but my body is no longer willing. I would probably sleep in the next few minutes or hours. I don't know. Let's just see...

Howling Dogs

I have been awake since last night. As I work myself in front of my PC, I couldn't help but hear our dogs howling outside. My (now ex) husband, who is still awake right now, told me that the dogs might be seeing ghosts or supernatural beings. Not that I don't believe in such beings but I believe the dogs are just hungry... I think my sister forgot to feed them last night. Nyahahaha...

Now back to regular programming. :)

Tempted

Seriously, I started this blog with the intention of having the blogspot sub-domain but now, as I started blogging here, I am tempted to buy a domain. But still, I will not be tempted. Why?

1. Because I have too many domains already and I am thinking of selling them.

2. Because I have no money right now and a GoDaddy promo code is not available.

3. Because I haven’t thought of a great domain. LOL!!!

So in summary, if only I had the money, the promo code and the time to maintain, I would probably be tempted to buy! Hahahaha…

Where to Start?

Just finished sending my youngest daughter to sleep. I don’t usually force her to sleep especially if she has a lot of energy to spend because if I do, I will end up sleeping ahead of her because I am already exhausted of making her sleep. LOL!!

Now, I am back in front of my PC. I am tired and I have a lot of work to do. I don’t know where to start. I felt that my brain has nothing inside it. Well, I am not totally mental blocked but it seems that the idea where to start is difficult than I thought. Gaaaahhh!!! Oh where should I start!!!

Crying at Dawn Time

Believe it or not, I have tears in my eyes right now. I spent almost 30 minutes crying. Reason? I have watched a lot of Thai commercials on YouTube. LOL!!

I don't know about you but I find most Thai commercials, mostly on life insurance, very deep and soulful. They revolve around the realities of life - how short it is and we should celebrate it. Below is a sample of these Thai commercials:

My Third Wandering Post

Nyahaha... This blog has not yet seen 24 hours of existence and now I am on my third post and my second was a giveaway. Isn't that amazing?? Hehehe...

Anyway, I am writing this one down. I just want to document my thoughts right now at 4:36AM. 

I was about to write a blog post about what happened last night but then I erased it. I decided to post it on my mommy blog because it sounded more appropriate there. Gaahhh... This happens to me all the time. I start blogging my thoughts and then I become so technical about things and decides to stop. When I decide to change things, then after awhile, I tend to forget all my plans. My brain suck in remembering. LOL!!!

Welcome to Wandering Thoughts!

With all my 100 domains registered, I never thought of creating another blog and even more a sub-domain under blogspot! Aside from that, I don't even have the time to maintain another one but still, I did! I now have Wandering Thoughts. ^_^

Why Wandering Thoughts? Well, being a woman and all, my mind continuously travel aimlessly. And since my mind wanders so fast, I even forget the things I have in mind especially the great ideas that came to me. I often forget to jot it down.

So, I decided to open a new blog that will serve as my journal. I will jot down all the ideas I have here and the topics I want to write and where. No stealing of ideas, OK? LOL!!!